23 March 2014

What is Kriss doing now?

Well, now I've actually been thinking a lot about this stupid blog and these stupid animations, and well. At least it's something right. New update: Will be getting it up soon. I keep saying it, but working six days a week and going through that stuff over the past few weeks is not good. Anyways. Will one day. Also, posting random crap on here, works for me in to remember what days are what. Awesome.

18 March 2014

Yet another Kriss is for the day

Kriss is currently drinking by herself, learning new things, trying to remember that it could be worse. A whole lot worse. Kriss could lose the job, house, car after all. Kriss misses the man in her life who held her when she felt lonely. Though she knows that he was bad for her, she knows it, just misses the attention.


What is Kriss looking for in a mate?
A man who has a job, who will not abuse animals, who will not smack her around or demean her in any way other then to be truthful by telling her art sucks, or something like that. Who will listen to her, who will apologize rather than explain things and reasons to it.

Okay, truth time. I am sorry but being as though Kriss (or I, sorry for third person)  is a little intoxicated will be telling something personal. Kriss knows she's lonely, but she also knows a man who chokes his dog is not suitable for her. She chose her cat over him. A cat who screams for her when he thinks she's not home. What would a man like that do to a cat who wants his mommy?... She knows a man who doesn't listen when she says "please don't hit me like that" is not good for her.

So here is a list of demands, in case that guy she likes "who happens to be a cop" is stalking her.

She wants a man who has a job, a man who loves animals and helps people (like she does. Because a smile to a single person can brighten her day, even a week. Donating a bike to a kid made her happy for quite some time. His happiness made her happy.) A man who has a job and does not need to mooch off her success (or what little she has). A man who can buy his own food and doesn't need to visit a pawn shop every so often for money. A man who can easily say "No, I'll pay" when the check comes. Kriss is tired of paying the bills, needs someone else to for a change. She needs someone who allows her to pay sometimes too. for example, going 'Dutch' I guess is the proper term.

I know what I want. But I keep getting into these assholes who have nothing and I think I can help them until they tell me to quit my job or hate me having one or something.  I just, I want to feel as though someone is not dependent of me. That someone can take care of me, but understand that I can do it myself if need be.


 I have no clue how to feel at this point. Back to playing with video and hoping I'm not "prego" or whatever. I know he'd be the type of guy to screw me then say "oh I've never touched that, it ain't mine!" fuck.
 I think what I'll miss most from him is the holding and the "I'll listen" even if he fakes listening.


DON'T WORRY!!!! I am currently finishing up one of several videos. Acting as though I never took any art or video classes in my life. Awesome.

Kriss is

Well, Kriss is not sure how to feel at this particular moment in time. As a matter of fact, Kriss will be continuing some work on the next few videos in hopes to finish and publish them in a matter in which will be enjoyable, at a younger level (or get drunk and or high enough to enjoy). Enjoy then when they show up.

16 March 2014

screwed

Well, screwed myself over on that deal. No go on moving anymore. I have no clue what to do now. I'm tried, hungry, dirty. I have no clue what I'm doing anymore. Okay, not dirty, actually took a shower this morning. Going to do something, two live video and one animation on the way at some point when I remember and have time. After freaking out for the next couple weeks.

07 March 2014

Moving

Currently in the process of moving, should only take a week to do. Hopefully, with all is done, I will be able to start thinking about my future and what there is needed for me to accomplish, try and act like a real adult. I'm scared...

I'm hoping that the whole camera issues and such can be fixed in the process. Actually start playing my Bass again. will soon be posting a new video as soon as I am done editing it. hopefully, it won't be as bad as the first one. Maybe a little longer. It's allowed 15 minutes or something like that. Several hours cut down to that much time.

The animation may be delayed a few months. Been working harder for a promotion, been trying to get up some money. Well, now that it's been put out there, hopefully the next video I've decided to put up gets a few laughs or people who hate it. Totally awesome either way.

01 March 2014

Yet another update

I haven't been working on anything in particular. Writing, reading, trying to figure out how to use software I haven't used in years. I was able to create something. It was different, weird, doesn't look as good. If I could just concentrate, I might be able to get it done. Maybe next month or so. Or maybe I end up going back to what I was originally planning on doing and it takes up much more time. Doing it all in MS pain is hard, but it's worth it.