Lost memories

One time, while I was working, I had an elder man come in, look at a bag of cracker jacks and say "I haven't had those in so long." I replied "well it's not that much and there's a prize inside" he replied "I don't want to tarnish my memories. If I get some now, I would wonder to myself if it's the same taste as it was before."

I went searching for my old pictures; I had them stored on a floppy disk which I had placed onto cd, then a sandisk. I just can't find that sandisk or cd. I would like to find my old memories I had stored, see why I lost my inspiration to draw random pictures and hopefully recover it once again, though sometimes older memories are lost for a reason and maybe I'll just need to find some new ones.

I'll try and post some new ones here. I will, eventually learn, that it's okay, that I can't be the crappiest illustrator there was, and if I am, at least I will have accomplished something.

---- Kriss

A note

I would like to lie and say that I have been too busy for this stupid blog I created, but that's not the case, I simply just have no care to keep posting random nonsense on a regular schedual. Yes, I may have a few jobs I am currently invested with, and a school I go to, and somewhat of a social life that I take part in, but I do have enough free time to create a small post on a blog site I started so many years ago, without any intention of actually putting more than just one post on at the time I created it.

Maybe it's fear that stops me from placing words into an open internet sight for all to see, maybe it's a lack of will power to strive to keep it alive, but what ever the case is, I have actually created something that I have accepted as a place I can come to at random times to just enjoy the moments and the pleasures of and allowing others to do the same.

I'm not sure if any one actually reads this crap, or just visits this random site because of the name, but I do know that those who do read this may actually know more about me, at this current time, than the people who I socialize with within the real world. Though, I have no intentions of sharing about my favorites or my pets names or such, I do however hope to share something much more personal.

As of now I will try and share, as time continues, some of my writings, my creations, my hidden life. No, it's not all about sex, though it is a part of my hidden life.

------- Kriss.