spiders yay

So I find this spider at the gas station. I start talking to it and then decide I want to save it from being killed... Half way through, as I finally got it into a cup, I think "it could be dangerous..." so I let go of the cup as it climbs out where my hand was. I thought it was pretty. I'm still an idiot. I like it. It was all soft and fuzzy by the way.

after work

So some may not understand, but after work I play xbox, eat crappy food and maybe try out my guitar skills alone at home finally.

Some do not understand. Being away from home for 16 hours a day up to 7 days a week sometimes makes you miss being alone and doing nothing at all... Even if it is for a few hours before a crash only to wake up to the next portion. 

classes

Got off work. I had to teach a class about counting and our new slogan created by Canadians. Durring which I had a volunteer come up and add some numbers together to come up with a sum before our expected earnings per hour...  Bs of you want the truth... Anyways, she dropped the marker and I thought of this... Lol... The guys up stairs loved it.

Normally I would say no to them asking me to teach new managers, but because of my pay raise, still under What those new employees will get, I said sure why not... There better be fresh fruit next time instead of candy and cookies. I don't eat those... All I had was water from a sink since they had soda to offer. Another thing I do Not indulge in. 

Had a meeting at a Budweiser place. Would have been great of they gave is some beer... Would have made it fun.

energy i can smoke

So I will not post a picture of random crap today but I will say my next book is near complete and "SHOT DRUNK TALES" number two is in the making. I hate when I see something and need to express a need to feats it in words. Anyways. Now for the random picture:

Energy I can smoke. Yay!

sweet mold

Ever went to work wishing you had a hazmat suit? Many places have an A rating but what people don't see is something I do in many stores I work in.

All the shelves look like this... I hate it.

figure it out

i should care more

People look at me weird when I find markers and get excited... I laughed heavily. I should care that I am at work but I don't.

wasting gb

Still trying to figure out how to waste the gb of data on this phone for this month. Not use to being able to waste things like this. At the rate I am going I'll only use 2 or 3 gb by the time I need to pay for more. Anyways, working on my books and have been looking into getting a real website with a better name than the one I came up with seven years ago. This one sucks.

With that announcement, I have been trying to make a comic like thing on my lunch time. I call it "Work In Progress"

sevice dogs

I can pay 59$ to get my dog her full tags to be a service animal on the honor system. Yay. I get emotionally destressed around stupid people and cannot find any emotional relief with someone my own speicies so I need it.. Yay...

lunchtime

So I get bored easily at work and decided to try my hand at drawing random things on sticky notes. I started to draw a penis but that seemed weird with my coworker looking over my shoulder. Instead it's a bird... Lol

newphone

So I finally got a new phone. :) and I will be using it more often to post things like sticky notes and drawings and what ever pictures I want and laugh at. I do it for the gyffaws.

a comic to soon come

I have decided to try and do a comic like post, maybe several times a month if luck prevails... So coming soon a comic about crap like every other comic known online. Oh, and the new book will be out shortly,just need to finish the edits. Thank you and good night

a little for now

A quick summary of what has occurred since last update: So my best friend ditched me for a whore, then again I have done it to him before as well so it's cool, as long as we can still talk. Finished the second draft of my next book. Did not create a video game, a song, or an animation. Did not get the trailer, and am down nearly two-thousand for a car for my mom that originally only should have been five- hundred. Not to mention any names, but some jerk let's say took it out and did some damage to a perfectly good car.,

cat for president

Okay, so when I saw this on the news I laughed about it, for nearly three days and then some. Then I saw the mystery machine, yes the one with shaggy, and I laughed for a lot longer.

Anyways, I wrote a new book, or rather a portion of one because of the cat thing that I hope to publish within a few months. I hope to get more books out a year rather than one every year.

 Back to laughter, I was told that a guy loves my books. He liked the first one, though explained that there were certain errors to it but he understood it being my first book and all. He could not stop laughing when he read my second one, nor could his mother. I love to make people feel emotions, especially laughter, so my next book I publish will hopefully make people laugh the whole time and not just the same jokes over and over so. If anyone reads this, try reading my second book, you'll have a laugh, hopefully, because we need more laughter in life. I am certain laughter will make someone live a long life... Oh and so will extreme hatred like with my racist asshole grandpa I have. He makes me laugh from what he says, then he gets pissed off and may live an extra day because of it. Lol, seriously, listen to a racist sometime, some of the shit that comes out is hilarious. I don't know what, it just is. Anyways....

Thank you and good night.

understanding

So I need to start posting something to keep people's eyes on my shitty posts other than just names. For instance, I will soon start publishing random pictures hopefully to form stories in it. Secondly, someone from nearly fifty miles away liked my book. My first one. More on the way, yes. Fuck you. Then my twitter, more on the way helpfully to tell you people off. No more trying to be funny or whatever. Thank you and good night....

instruments

So, a tad bit about myself...
I played the clarinet in elementary school. I loved it. I learned so much about wood wind instruments, mostly because we had to learn about wood wind instruments since it was less complex than the others. By junior high my father sold my clarinet for his own passion, drugs. Instead of going into band I ended up in acting, which taught me how to act in real world situations. In high school I was ins acting, but also took most art and literary classes as extracurriculars, and finally psychology.
In college, I did get my degrees in other majors, but I still preferred art, literature, and music. In college I was finally able to gain my music back.
Now, my clarinet is old and I only have one reed that is cracked, but by god I am still playing. So, the music I have gained, with no vocals, I can add in clarinet if I so choose. I am happy. Yes, this update just came to me since my last update. I mean the music and not all the other stuff. So hopefully, woodwind instruments will be on the next portion or something. Thank you and so on.

a little hot

It has been several years since it has been this hot out here and my computer overheated and did a forced shut down. I know my laptops will end up doing the same and even this tablet worries me to use it too long, so most things I have been working on may need to be put on hold for the time. I will work on it, just a much smaller amount of time as before. By the way, two full characters have been created. Some other things as well. Thank you and good night.

gothic

I forgot how hard it was to be Gothic, or I am no longer a goth and have to have time to make myself into one. Took nearly an hour to make it work, and the nails make it hard to type... I like being some one who doesn't care, but I needed some software and he likes goths...

Anyways... Created my first character and my "I'm better than you" stance, have a second character for my next video if I can ever finish the damn thing. Even got the voice actors and some filler Audio for it. Yay for help. Maybe a few more months for finished product. Thank you and good night.

revelation

So I was drinking with some one, who is currently passed out, and I thought about it, not so clearly...
"Smiles" may becoming soon in that 3d software thing I got... Yay... Maybe....
Thank you and good nigut

dehydration

 We are in a drought as maybe a small amount of people may know. I lost my ram because of it. I know it was coming when he refused to hit my boot with his head over week ago.

Today it rained for nearly ten minutes. Now, if it rain for several hours or even days I would have been happier. It has been so long since it rained so much like it did when I first moved up here. People started to fill in ditches and build in them that their houses would be screwed. It would make me happy because of where I am located. I would be fine and people who moved out here in the past several years would be screwed.  Anyways, back to creating stain glass windows...

 Thank you and good night... Again...

between desires

So, about two years is what I have figured in before I may relocate to another state.
I have figured out most of this 3d software and I have no clue what to do with it. Not sure if I want to create something for a song I may never get or for something I want to make....
I made a mansion and a person it was awesome.
Thank you and good night.

product displacement

So... Edison came by to fix a problem with a pole and took some pictures. The neighbors, who produce a certain product, grabbed it all and took off.

          A history of the house in question... When I first moved out here at age four, the man who owned the place was named Bob. He died and he gave it to someone else who was named Bob. (Real name I swear) who died and then skin heads purchased it and used it as a method lab. Then too many ethnicities and police started to come into the picture, they left and the place went into foreclosure. Some dealers purchased it. The smell of weed was strong, the only few years they were living there, but since the other neighbor (the one who has called the police for not letting him on my property) started his shit by trying to force me to move he forced the dealers to relocated or something. Well, he decided to blow a transformer, one in which was not a part of my own property and i though was funny and may end up in his end, which led to Edison fixing it and taking picture which led to the neighbors moving product and now the asshole neighbor's fight went from just one person to half the neighborhood (due to the area only includes 5 neighbors... again rural each house having 5 or more acres) meaning he'll be out soon hopefully.
recently learned he has no water or electricity and that his mom died a few days before he started this shit.

              Anyways:

                 I am currently working on my next book and a game for people to download. It will be a shitty game once i come up with a proper idea for it. I stopped the animation since FMQ has not yet given me the music needed, though I may produce random animations for the fun of it. I have much video to go through and may end up on my YouTube page, though I have time I do want to have time for myself for drinking with people. I have downloaded 3d animation software so if I make something with that it will be published, I can guarantee it because the free software is better than the 700$ software I got for free or the 40$ software I paid for. (still learning how to use it.) Nothing has been painted since "calfaj" 1 or 2. Still have not gone to get the trailer to create my studio. Found out how much it would be to live in another state so been saving money to leave this crappy state. California is too costly, and the water restrictions are pissing me off. I have went to only one shower a week and cleaning my clothes once a month to try and preserve water. (though i will keep in touch with other assholes i like but do not associate with if need be) I would love to say that finally I have uncovered proof of aliens, which is not exactly true, but I want people to think it is. Anyways, working on a bunch of crap to try and increase my income with little result so far. I trying to do a lot without the money or degrees I need.
     Again, I only have degrees in psychology and criminal justice. Masters meaning I am a master.... Waste of money I swear because of the lack of success behind it. College sucks.... Joncjg, or however it is spelled, would understand. I read all his blogs and tweets (I'm a little drunk and not afraid to admit it). That guy, who's name I cannot remember, who burned his law degrees on YouTube would understand. Spending money on education for a good career seems to be faulty. Then I find out my brother could figure out what 87 divided by 3 is within seconds and yet he'll be stuck where I am. He's only 13 and he's smarter than 80% of the population of the people out here. Most of these people cannot read...
          I forgot what I was talking about.... So stuff and more stuff...
Thank you and good night.

genetics

Okay about my genetics and to explain my problems...
So, I have heard many people talk about being diabetic, which is somewhat of a problem I have.
I have hypoglycemia... (Just to clarify, hypoglycemia happens when you have low blood sugar levels, but I have that constantly.)  On normal non-hot days I eat candy like crazy, no chocolate I hate chocolate, and I'll eat so much more than normal humans. I would say, on average I would eat around 3 to 400,000 calories a day including drinks. When I hear someone say they have to have sugar which is why they are purchasing many candy bars and they weight over 200, it amazes me.
When it is too hot, I just cannot eat, I am not sure if I even feel hunger like others do. I know when I am hungry I feel nauseous and if I do not eat I throw up bile... I get upset easily when I do not eat for a while... Though I admit at times I forget to eat because I do not feel it, no sickness or anything.

People will read this and say "stop complaining you skinny bitch!" or " you're fine don't worry!" or whatever else is on mind when reading... Well try and think differently please....

Well, summer I usually lose around 5lbs due to the heat. I force myself to eat or something to try and and keep my weight...
Anyways my fears... I am afraid I'll be too skinny... I'm afraid men like me for only my breasts, I am afraid that I will end up with someone like my father...
Don't blame me for my genetics please understand I like my weight... I liked it when I figured out how to be 180 and yet now I feel like I am slipping to a too skinny weight...
I want to be average... At 155, and if it is hot like projected to be 113, then 140 due to not eating, it'll get worse...
There are people out there who understand, but for those who do not or say they understand and really do not... Well whatever....
Just trying to give a little about myself...
Thank you and good night.

MOVIES

Ever had a movie you wanted to see but could not watch?
Well, I have. I admit some movies I try and watch online for free before buying, just like "Miss March"... Today I try and look for " Baseketball"... I have no clue if I like it or not, the reason why I look. I find myself still looking.  Because I try and post something weekly due to a feeling of being forced into it, I post that.
 Anyways, it is summer and we have a drought so, I only ate a BBQ pork sandwich... Lost 5lbs and yet, if it gets hotter than 102 degrees I may not eat anything... 140lbs is what I weigh, usually at the end of summer, and I hate it. 155lbs is good for me. Got my breasts and a body of weight people are afraid of. Mostly because I can lift 220 and leg press 375... I don't like looking like a weak person who can't toss a 200lb man...
If the temperature projected is correct, then 113  will make me wish I worked more, meaning all my artwork I do will come to a vault and that I may end up being a size 6.
Some people would love to have my problems, but not feeling hungry does suck and people do not understand. When I eat a lot I may not gain any weight, but when I just am not hungry and do not eat I lose around 5lbs a week and people think I have an eating problem calling me anorexic or blemic which hurts.
I'm certain people who do not have my problem do not understand my concerns about my weight. They may say "stop complaining at least you're skinny." Thing is, there is a thing as too skinny which I try not to get to and yet it seems I may end up like that which sucks.... New topic... New post...

okay maybe

So the issue has been settled with the road situation. So far. Sunday getting the trailer to do something with... Recently acquired several lyrics and now I understand the  dilemma. FMQ is not sure what they're doing. I'm not sure what I am doing either so I understand... Will start posting more random art later on when i have time... Thank you and good night.

camera

So, I have been going around and filming random things. With the new instrumental I will aquire soon I hope, I will post yet another stupid video no one will ever really watch all the while telling the internet on my blog about it that no one ever reads all the while twittering about random crap just for sheer boredom. Thank you and good night.

So Legality aside

Yeah, I was a little upset by the ranger's random visit yesterday, and yeah I will be going through civil matters about my property, in the mean time I will continue to try and not think about that while working on my art, I guess it is what it would be called. Planning on retrieving the trailer soon, having difficulties with such an item I should have picked up several months or so ago. Problem is getting tires, I could, I just don't have the money to waste yet. Anyways, Thank you and good night.

BLM and the damn neighbor...

So, about a week ago while I was at work BLM decided to plow though my driveway and make a new road half way through my property.... So, as an attempt to keep bastards out of my property that I own (I OWN!!!) I put up some barriers.... Fucking neighbor comes to my house, demands I get rid of it because it is BLM land and I said it is my property let's go to court... He called the police on me who threatened to take my goats away if I do not open the road... The police do not understand they plowed it illegally while I was at work. Then because of my refusal to take it down ( I love my goats, I admit they may be tastey when they are old enough, I have an attitude problem) he calls a ranger who says it' s my land and is a civil matter.....

If it was not for my mommy telling me not to go against him for vengeance, his road three roads down would have been problimatic....

Anyways... Need to take the bastard to court over my land rights so any projects, other than the next book, will be delayed except for, quite possibly, video of this bastard and my land... I will call it a documentary on bastards who think they own every thing....

Fucking BLM... Fucking nieghbor who thinks he owns everything and those damn officers who think they can threaten me... I have the rightful documents for my goats. Let them try!

omg again

Recently just got the lyrics and time frame of FMQ's song... Hope to not mess the animation up so badly... You see (or rather read) I had the idea of what the song was about so I started the animation, but now that I know the exact lyrics I will be able to finish it somewhat. Until the actual song comes out, I will not be able to finish it.

But I can add this update..... Still might be about two months because of lack of resources, but It will have music and what not. Yes. It will relate to a previous animation I have done. Too drunk to remember if I posted what it will be. I hope to do justice to the music but I know it will not live up to expectations. Luckily, I know people watch Youtube and wish they can do such videos rather than doing it themselves.

getting active

Okay... So, thing is I have a list of "get rich quick schemes" which have never involved the Internet, but  recently I have added new content to that list that does involve the Internet... You tube, publishing books, and so on, are not a part of this whole thing...
 
Anyways... I keep changing how the animation should flow and how it will end up and quite frankly, it means it may take more than a few weeks to complete. So Instead, I hope to at least finish episode one within a three months time. This means each season after, if no help from those I ask for it, will be within that time frame...

Thank you and good night... (will add more crap when I see an availability for it... I need cash for my house damnit.....)

Artwork and colors

Colors and Stuff  A new video of mostly animation of colors and such. Finished two paintings. Anyways, thank you and good night...

new out look

I have been working on a new animation that might look awesome for people who are on drugs or something... All I know is that it is easier to craft the animation drunk than sober.. Anyways.... Uploading that soon with that song or instrumental stuff... Thank you and good night....

new computer

I finally purchased a new computer... Well, more like a tablet with an attachable keyboard. Now, instead of using my kindle for all these little blog posts and what not, I can use this. Instead of using my art computer to post pictures, videos, stories and what not, I can use this.

Anyways, I have a small update... I have been creating books and publishing them using amazon, yes, I have been posting videos online on youtube, but now I am at the point where I am looking to create some extra income for myself. With a bit of courage, or rather random rantings from others, I have decided to try and sell some art work. I am hoping this will help pay off my house in a small way. I am also still working on that anime cartoon thing, which I am making out to be more complicated than it needs to be from all those anime things I have been watching. I am also working on my next book, and my real book which will be a novel on something I have to come up with. I am hoping that it will be published through a different publisher than Amazon. Anyways....

Thank you and good night.

yay a book...

So, what I have been doing is publishing my second book which is "lol"...shot drunk tales. I'll post pictures later... I have been removing my thumb nail which is not "lol" and have been attempting anime. Any ways ... got hurt at work, almost got a new job but declined after I found out what the job details are, finally trying to get my kitty to sing after my older cat died... Oh, almost forgot, trying to keep the baby goose from attacking the baby turkeys.. thank you and good night...

cannot draw

So, I have been attempting to draw anime... I have been told that a person's worst critique is usually themselves but.... I cannot draw anime. I can animate, I can paint and draw many different things, just not people. In due time, off I get drunk enough to get past my own worst drawings and do something, I will start the smiles episodes as I have been trying to. It may not be good but at least I did something besides manage a convenience store. My book, however, will not be published until I can get a better computer that will let me do so.

Dealing with new people at work who do not do anything sucks. Almost had him quit. I know his mommy stopped him from doing so.

Maybe I'll start off horrible and later and later become good or better at it. Still have 12 people who are willing to be voices... wish I had an artist who can draw people though....

Thank you and goodnight....

current assessment of the situation

I've been thinking about lately. I hope to find my path by going to college outside of this state. I am also working on a way to publish my next book and my next animation. Somewhere down the line I'll be creating something stupid for people to not watch. Thank you and goodnight.

stuck once more

Finished my second book... working on the third but I do need a new computer in order to upload the contents. So I have to decide if it would be worth buying a new computer or fixing my old one.

Working on a way to get the trailer, or rather trying to find time for it. Creating an office takes time which I do have but am not willing to use just yet. I've been feeling a little sick, and putting in over time and working six days a week makes me just want to sleep and rest on my days off.

One final detail. I have a small video to upload when I can. I gay baby ducks and chickens and sheep to show off.. they're so cute, just need to figure out my problem with the computer and it will work... that and my "alien" video... Lol.

Thank you and good night.

towards the spring

I know stop putting is closer by than I had imagined when I have both baby ducks and sheep to look after. When I post the footage, don't look at them as just dinner, look at them as new life being brought into this world as I do... though they may be dinner soon... not my first goat, I love that goat...

learned lessons so far

So what I have learned this week. Publishing short stories in journals and magazines is easy... trying to publish or rather learn how to publish a real novel is harder than I thought... running through all the ones who want to be paid upfront and then going through those who look at my work and say oh well is hard. I can write five thousand words and more in a day while sober, being drunk I write nearly ten, so when one book is finished and I send it in, no one wants it... So I go back to the Amazon thing witch has given me nothing...wish someone out there will like what I wrote....

learned lessons so far

So what I have learned this week. Publishing short stories in journals and magazines is easy... trying to publish or rather learn how to publish a real novel is harder than I thought... running through all the ones who want to be paid upfront and then going through those who look at my work and say oh well is hard. I can write five thousand words and more in a day while sober, being drunk I write nearly ten, so when one book is finished and I send it in, no one wants it... So I go back to the Amazon thing witch has given me nothing...wish someone out there will like what I wrote....

reasonably

Well, most recently I came to understand my issues.... I'm a drunk in a sense... Meaning I drink but not just anything, it has to be whiskey, the whiskey I like. Which is the meaning to my next book (have yet to publish it... still working on errors...) yeah I'm like that, mostly with names and titles...

So, I digress... tomorrow I start work with my office, I work on my car...next day I do taxes and then buy groceries and then some more work on the office and my car... publish My next book at sometime in that time frame... maybe work on lyrics for a instrumental my friend (if that friend is willing to sing, or to my bad voice if I am drunk enough for it) for the next animation I'll create... Anyways...


I forgot what this was supposed to be about, even though I've read it several times over....

Wrote the second book and started on the third... learning and understanding how this damn touch screen works...(To explain about this touch screen, it changes words on me.... instead of a simple word like "work" it keeps trying to put the word "with".... don't attempt using while drunk...just saying....) I don't like the new Windows, I will get an Apple product I think. Or  fix my computer.... not sure which is cheaper.. Anyways, need a new computer to post better crap...  or fix mine since mine is totally awesome......

Thank you and good night......

My touch screen doesn't have any USB port... fucking computer cannot understand the word "USB"... keeps trying to make it "sub"... miss my computer... hate Windows... kindle is good for stupid games and random books but not a lot...
. People wonder why I have four books... (kept trying to change the number to the word"for")... totally sucks.... can people not b able to spell? Seriously, new green sucks..... "Cray-Cray" the fuck man... . The fuck....

Oh and, still will not allow me to break these paragraphs like they should.....

understandably

My next book is done, though the answers to which they are not publish may seem like just excuses .... my internet seems to not what communicate with me properly...or u may be too drunk to know how to use it correctly ....Anyways, will pull lush soon .....

several computers

So, I use several computers for various different reasons add many who understand my plight might understand. Tried using my writing computer to record my voice, to did not work.... that computer decided not to find the applications needed for such an act... still finding out hard to type... Anyways, so I switched to the computer designed for animations... does not work. My computer for music works, though not my choice to just record random crap I say. Hoping all would hear what I sound like.... maybe when I am sober enough to use it yet drunk enough to not care hear it..... Lol.... well more updates later........

New office

If all goes according to plan, sometime in the next month I will start working on building a new office space for myself. This is all thanks to the side work I have been doing along with a few donations made by my fellow peers at work. Really good friends too. Hopefully, the completion of this office will give way to new and better ideas and, quite possibly, the continued work of my animations and so on... Better yet, maybe using actual words rather than using instrumental music, though music with lyrics would be grand as well. Whatever it may be, I hope to expect more work to continue along the way. Will post pictures as the office develops. Anyways, or rather "l digress", my next book should be coming out within the next month as well. Hopefully it is much better than the last one, one in which people may actually read. With that being said, or written, hope to show more and expect more changes within these posts and my work along the way. Back to the topic, the office will be the tipping point allowing my fellow peers, friends, and so on to get in on this action as well. My voice actors who understand that I have no money to pay them with. They know I plan on paying them back with bad art and poetry. Thank you and good night.

ah good

I have just finished my first draft of my book. It sucks when sober, but when I'm drunk, they are totally awesome. Now a book of sorry stories is much easier for me to work on than a full book with so many words and all those letters... though I will admit that it was fun being able to write and publish the first one, to understand who I really am is what my short stories are more about. You'll understand more if you ever read my crap I write... thank you and good night...

Twitter and Facebook

So, been having trouble with the internet thing that everyone loves so much... stupid thing won't let me change my profile... well anyways, accidentally came up with the name for my next book, ask because I was too drunk to type... note... this is on a real computer and not some touch screen which changes my words all the time...

yet another update within an hour

Yes. Tis I work yet another up up updates, anyways, just signed up for some sort of thing for money... I love trying to get money for my ultimate plan. If you have my Facebook and or Twitter info to learn my super secret ultimate old an to rule the world.... Anyways, thank you and good night.

not sure

I am not sure if I had access used certain words add the topic of the post so I say this to let you all know. I am afraid of the posts having the same name... Anyways up update number something or other... I have been writing a lot of crap only to find out I suck at it later. Wrote on Twitter, Twitter is not so great. Anyways. Forgot what I was saying. Ummmmmmmm...... update, yeah.... I wrote and am naturally complete at such a task so. Coming soon, my second book about random crap. Thank you...

issues, yes i am crazy

Well, to start, I have insomnia. Okay so most do because of Facebook and games and whatever electronic crap there is. Anyways, I do not do drugs but I do drink once a week, I mean only Sundays if I think I can afford my whiskey, so when I do not drink I tend to have really vivid dreams in which I have to write in a dream journal. Yes, you two who are the only ones who reads this crap, you can laugh at my imperfections. Anyways, what I mean by vivid dreams, I mean I sleep walk. Basically because of a father figure and babysitters whom were unkind, I have trouble (I base this off of a master's degree in psychology) sleeping at night. I sleep walk, even woke up to me yelling and pounding on the door one... (I do have something to go with all this so bare with me) I write it all down. I wrote a new book that completely sucks... so I have no choice but to look over and rewrite. Anyways, my others I had crazy times about (if that makes sense) I have wrote about. So, I wrote, and wrote, and wrote for years. I am still writing as I find when I place all that craziness into one book. Short stories and poems is what my next book will be. Things that make no sense or differ in view.so far I have 17 thousand words on it and more to come. Will be like my last, but I will all you to tell people about it, and try to by a real copy incase something happens to digital...Thank you and good night

online dating sites and stuff

So,I tried match.com and it kept giving me an error on my zip code. Either I wrote my zip code in wrong which is highly unlikely, or where I live does not exist. According to my job, it doesn't. So, there goes trying something new until I figure it out or someone outs me at work for my profile or something. 83 thousand words... that's how much I've written so far... none of which is in order. Anyways, I will publish something soon. Got to go now. Bye. And thank you.

on my mind

I have been writing still, though I know that my first work sucks... Anyways, as I write I wonder if I'll be alone for the rest of my life. I watched my mother get hurt, well beaten, by my father, first person I wanted to be with wanted me to quit my job and live off the government with many children in the house. Second did not have a job or a car, lied about having both and a house and then I later found out they had nothing all the while living off their father who moved out of his own house to get away from his own child. Also had my grandfather look into the background, turns out that person was violent and had several dui's. Also, from the two months I was with them, they killed their dog and cat and blame me for it to make me feel like shit in hopes to get me back. They also sent pictures of their dead animals... Anyways, alone, upset, about to change careers, scared to death. I'm tired of waiting around for someone who would be different than most of these damn people. Why can't I find someone who is not living off of government assistance, who has a job and won't mind paying for dinner once in a while? Everyone who is interested in me seems to not have a job and is on some sort of government aid... I have never needed government aid, not do I wish to be on it. Most of them seem as though they never had a job before... it seems like the only one in my life is my cat and dog and they don't fill the purpose I need...almost desperat enough to try online dating... Lol. .. Anyways, the book. Yes... continuing on work trying not to think about my misery by writing more crap... news and updates later... oh, and maybe the animation and or a live action stupid video thing. Thank you and good night...

something

I did not give up on whatever things I've been working on, I have not been working on them much due to certain things such as awful work hours, new games like dragon age and assassins creed and such. I do, however, finally have several volunteers to assist in certain things such as voices... I just hope they say yes once it is ready. With that as the only update in possibly months, unless I get drunk again and write myself a note again but accidentally publish it next time... Thank you and whatever.

calfaj 2

Completed.... actually, after an edit or more, most likely more because this tablet I still cannot use correctly and refuses to use the words I want... calfaj 2... a link to follow one it is done loading. It is annoying and had little to no effort in creating it... you'll understand if you watch the video for yourself. Lol... I almost forgot, about to enter a video that is considered proof of alien life... Lol.... for footage of the marine base playing... some people may believe it to be aliens, maybe if I had a crappy camera that could not show enough details but unfortunately I got one that shows too much sometimes. Lol calfaj 2 click the link... Lol

circle k sucks

So, someone had been working on their bass. Expect new stuff on the bass, guitar, harp, and whatever else is used, and the painting has been different. I learned new thing from it, like so so spray paint can be used to create texture... amazing. Anyways, ended up figuring out that all my footage of the painting will be too long for the music, have to shorten to just the painting being made like a time lapse our a slide show over time. May show all work later through progression just like the others. Did not realize how difficult it was to cut my own video down to size. I understand how real directors feel I guess. Had an artist show in town for a few weeks, random stuff. Yeah... Learned new things about my co-worker I am running to become an assistant, I would like to think we could be friends when I leave... oh yeah. She makes more than me now the art she had worked there over three months than me who had worked there three years.... fucking California changing their minimum wage, that and my three month review not going in for over a year, and my only yearly review after three years... reason why I want to leave, I now make minimum while any new person who had been there three months gets a 50 cent raise from the minimum... every where else that is currently accepting jobs is hiring at 20 cents more than minimum. After being lied to, told off, threatened many times by higher ups and forced to work more than six days a week and force to work when sick, I will leave. I have the threatened to sue them many times, have called hr many times who doesn't do shit, they don't care at all. So never work for circle k!!!!! Please, don't ever, unless you are a pot smoking hippy or a drug addict or something. They never drug test....... they will lie to you to make you work, yeah I know most places do, but I was told I would get a dollar raise if I take manager's position but apparently I am not a real manager. I do not get a the raise, I do not get the health care they said I would, I do not get any retirement benefits... basically, I do manager work and threatened to be fired for not working over time for minimum wage with no help from anyone. I have to pay for my w2 because they refuse to send it to my address. never work atcircle k!!! please me, unless they give you the real manager position... thank you. I understand that my words may not be understandable, but like in previous posts I explained that I have no clue how to use a touch screen, or this new computer yet. I will learn soon. Though I can still solve math problems from high school and college.... technology I just cannot accept for some reason....

no one

No one ever reads this crap... I think that painting is done, apparently not. Need to work around my crappy schedule of one day off a week so instead of being ready within two days, it'll take maybe a month to complete, specially if I keep sleeping until noon on my only day off. Meaning we get four hours of light if lucky after every thing is set up. So still in process. Now to look over the footage to see if it's working so far. Thank you...

paint

Well, turns out painting takes longer than I thought. Usually a painting, for me, gets done within an hour because I have no pod patience, that one that will be used, so far, had taken an hour to just start. Ran out of battery on the camera and all I did was take pictures. Was so bored, didn't even get to get drunk either... further details and updates as they become available.... thank you...

yucca valley

Now, not many people know of Yucca Valley in California, but enough may understand what I mean. Mind you, I do not live in Yucca, but that is the place of my work... Anyways, I looked up that town for the Wal-Mart because of a Freon leak, which later was told to be a co 2 leak. Found some videos and needless to say, they do not represent all the occupants of that particular region. No, I do not go to Wal-Mart every day, that would waste gas and time. I am certain not every one does this, most are high and/or drunk. People on food stamps and welfare sitting on sitting on their ass doing nothing. Fuck this computer auto corrects everything, have to go back and fix words I thought I had already typed correctly. Oi.... Anyways, stay home and get high and drunk are the most common things I see people do. As for me, if I am not at work, I work on my car making it look and perform better, I run around a circle all day, I write shit no one will ever read, I make videos no one will ever see, I meet new poeple like me or worse than me who try and be the center of attention, I have relations, I do things. I do what is needed to keep my own ass off of food stamps and welfare, and off the streets, all the while trying to keep myself happy. Side note: whatever I may do or say about this new computer (though it may change the text all the time), it helps me when I'm too drunk to think.... Anyways, you can get drunk, hang out with friends, and being younger and if not old enough to drink, then create something. Also, why Wal-Mart? I'm certain people who have lived here less than a couple years do not understand what there is to do. In high school, yes I would have said there was nothing to do, but living out here almost 20 years, though I'm not over 30 and not even close, I can say time is better spent now doing something I know I can do rather than just going to Wal-Mart. I guess what I really mean is, if you don't like it, leave. You idiots do not understand the full potential of this great town. I also hate hearing "it's too hot." All I know is, I've lived out here long enough to know the weather has been acting a little off, meaning it's not hot enough. It never reached any temperatures that at I remember when I was a young child. People complained about it being too hot, I still wore pants and long sleeve over the time and all through out. I go can only hope it gets hotter this next summer, and for those who believe it cannot snow in the desert, I too hope it snows a lots, 4 (it will not let me put in numbers by letter) feet or more, then a 7.0 magnitude or more earthquake happens, would scare all of you away... thinking a 3.0 or 3.4 or whatever small one is scary and is claimed to be felt when it happens many miles away... My hope is people panic, move away, kill each other, and so on. Fucking people who don't know a thing about this desert... think they're better than every one else.... who build in washes who think it's best. Idiots, that's why their houses get flooded and they ask for help. When I was growing up, no houses fo We're flooded by monsoons and everyone knew each other by name... Okay, back to the real reason why I am on right now. An update on what is going on. Nothing at all happened. Nothing going on. Writing, but..... I do have..... an idea..... The next thing will be more pictures than art. Don't worry, art is awesome but the real thing is awesome as well. Maybe my favorite spot to go, on my boredom days will be featured. The exact location will not be disclosed because it is protected, but also because people will try and say "we need that land to build". Well you know what, I might like beef and cheese and sea food too much, but I love animals more than people and I hate seeing people who fuck up land meant for wild animals. Assholes... I do have a list. Those people are number one on it, now that I have created it. Anyways, picture are told to have a thousand words, I am hoping these will say, "stop fucking up our environment... Fixing my writings, getting it all down on one book to make it easier access... A book I created myself, then the animations for that music, all the while working on another stupid book. Yes. Thank you and good night. By the way, I live in the place people around use to call the meth call capital of America. Well, people use to call it around here. P.S. I don't know why people live touch screens. I had to reedit this many times to make the words sound almost correct. Keeps changing my words, will not let me turn off the autocorrect, refuses to let me add words, since it is American it will not let me use foreign languages upon request, changes all my words to something I do not mean, and keeps pissing me off by asking me what words to use and if they are correct... I miss my old computer and my old and my old software. Once I get my screen fixed, those thing will make sense... Sorry about the bad punctuation. I again blame this touch screen... thank you and good night. AND... I also know I may never be famous but doing this helps me release my frustration in life whether than going after someone at work who deserves whatever hardships befall him so....

needs too

I know I do not need this, but my favorite bands have cbs coming out in November along with some, or rather certain video games I need, "have have to" play which involves time. May not get anything through during this time. You know, priorities and all. Dragon age 3, of course I have to, then assassins creed in December and all that. Again priorities! Well, with that being mentioned and all. If not the end of October then most likely in January, ten dollars might buy me some food, but not enough to try that hard, lol!!! Hopefully by the end of October.. thank you and good night for those who can sleep... lucky bastards.... I do not like this touch screen too much, keeps changing my words... oi... or asking me if I am so spelling correctly for every fucking word. How do you turn this shit off!! Crisis for another time....

two posts in one day wow

Alright, so to clarify what I said about that bass player, that particular person still has problems playing because they are new to it, but I guess they have potential.though they still suck.to be honest, can't figure out how to use a Mic either. Idiots. Anyways, problem solved!!! I showed them how to use the Mic on their recording software.maybe they'll give me something other than creepy clown music. I mean, it's not so bad, but it's repetitive. Annoying. So, in the previous post it never said how long it would take. Assume it will be very long. Yes. Once I get the will to start. I have started, but I mean between work and trying to have a life. Yes, that's what I meant. Thank you.

okay, got this

Well, I've been dwelling on the fact my computer is temporarily unavailable for the time. My older computer does not work online, again because it's older. So now I need to use this device which I have not been able to fully figure out, except for usage for reading books. Anyways, it works on this site so I'm good to go. What is being made at the moment are more animations for the music that has been given to me. Meaning I have to make something for that crapy stuff that no one will ever listen to, so I can get paid something. I'm also in the process of writing, as I always am. Got several new paintings and drawings, basically all kinds of art for me to play with for a few extra dollars. Good because I like having money for food. I quit drinking monsters, I love them and I love not having insomnia, but high blood pressure scared the heel out of me. Which brings me to my next point. Addiction. That will be the topic for the next few things to be created. Not my writings of course. That's more for me to laugh at and wonder what idiot would buy those cheap books. That is all the news for now. Thank you for reading, and if not read at all, thank you for just coming on this stupid sight and ignoring my words. Thank you.

Last minute Change

Yes a last minute change. Was able to put the video up. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YYjkvCR6qjI Had to change the name to Calfaj. Last minute decision when the person who named it find out that there is some sort of glass figurine place called casaj and did not want to be confused with that. I'm quite certain it was glass. Anyways CALFAJ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YYjkvCR6qjI and, well. I know most likely maybe three people will come across and watch half of it, and the other three 'views' will be people who accidently clicked the link. So, Have fun not watching this crap. if This looks hard to read or if at all bad to do so. Still need a new computer, all Walmart sells are those touch screen ipad things. I need something with a key board, so.... That and I've tried those Ipad things before, they break easily, in evry sense. People may tell me that's not true, but obviously they have never done what I have to computers.

New!!! New!!! New!!! Casaj.... Unless you're reading this in four years

Now, I hope this does not look any different than previous ones. anyways. Been going through some troubles, like a monster energy drink attacked my computer and kind of broke it. Those are mean drinks. Then I had to figure out how to make this computer go onto the internet. Anyways!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My second book is nearly done.... And one more thing..... VIDEO..... Anyone who is clearly not into artwork, crappy music, or very bad animations should not watch this piece of crap, that is called... CASAJ.... Part 1. Only because after the title was created, it was made apparent to me that there are nearly 400 more pieces of art to show off, and the song is only 3-17, meaning there are more to play with. Yes, yes. Well.... Umm.... Since it takes 169 minutes to upload, according to this stupid computer thing. the next post will be about the work itself. and the title to find. Ty Note: Must get computer for internet. This one is only for art.....

upsetting day

Day was going fine, until the last 30 minutes of my shift when one of my employees decided to not listen to a word I have said, then argues with me, telling me off, using the "F-word". No, I don't mean once, I mean he said it every other word was "Fuck this" and "that fucking bullshit" and "It's fucked up".

He has been with the company for nearly three weeks now. Has told us that he hates people, hates people. Yes, doubled. He refuses to do the coolers because it is "too cold" and he refuses to move anything to get to any items needed to stock. He hates bringing things out of the back room to stock shelves. He says he's the only one who does anything. He has lied several times to me and the higher management. I am an assistant, anyways; All I did was let him know that the daily checklist, the one he signs, says the job duties he is suppose to do, which is what the note said to read because he has apparently "never seen no fucking daily checklist" even though it says the name right on it when he signs it. I swear, I'm near the point of taking him out back and beating his ass. Luckily I only deal with him once a week. Luckily within a few weeks his ass is gone. I'm pissed.

That was how my day was ruined.

Well now, I have continued on with a different book rather than my real book because I like funny things that make no sense, so.... Prepare for something you will not be able to understand, if I do that one instead of the other one, or the other one than that. Okay, several books started, one will make it through. P.S. new cartoon coming soon. Maybe. lol...

no update

I am working on another book. A real one, I mean the last one was, but it was not as well. Not sure how to describe it. Broke my phone I just got, last time I go with that brand. Made of glass cracks and breaks easily. No, no true update. May return later when there is one.

Oh Golly

My book is now for purchase on kindle. Still waiting for the hard copy to become available:

My book. Oh yeah.

Finally did it

I have finally, well not fully, kind a sorta published a book. Will let all know when it comes out for you all to buy it. Buy it... I guess.

Oh, I can't wait for people to see it, how much it costs (lol) and read the words I wrote wondering about how I even managed to graduate high school, or if I even did.

Waiting for the publishing details and stuff to get done in order to be able to put it up on here for show. Well, the link directly to the book for purchase. I even started creating a new book. One in which I got a little drunk and accidently said some secret wishes to a friend in which I began to think "hey, now if I wrote a book about that, that'd be awesome."

Oh, and by the cost (lol), I do not mean it'll cost thousands of hundreds. I just thought the price given is funny.

Anyways, 24hours to several days or something. I'm not sure. Cannot wait. So excited.... yay.

Oh no

I'm not sure where to turn. I'm a little scared. It all started this morning, here is the long version:

Went to work early, got work done, found out no load came in, had nothing to do except other things so it was an easy day, met a guy who said I was attractive and got his number, turns out my car is perfectly fine I was freaking out over nothing, finally got my new phone after a month of being 'alone', got home and worked on my book. This guys wants to go hiking with me at night.

Anyways, he's either going to kill me and rape my dead body, or he assumes I'll have sex with him.

My book. I know it's not real publishing, and that I may not actually make any money off it, but my words will be out there for people to read and hate. I hope most people who publish are not fully in it for the money, but are happy to have it out there for at least one person to read. With that being said, read my book when it's out. I think it'll be free some days on the kindle version for you to download. And if you're willing to pay for it, which would donate to my new house I plan on buying. Well, not new, more like pay for my house right now, then I would be willing to accept it. It will be in physical form as well. Thank you all. ---Kriss

Troubles

I have been having some troubles with the book. editing, and creating the book and cover was fun. So was re-editing over and over again, but the problem I am having is what will happen when I do publish it. What will people say? How am I suppose to compete with other authors out there who have written in the same genre and were able to do better than I have? Will it be just as boring as every other crap that has been placed on shelves making people wish they never read it?

It happens, I hate spending money on a book only to find that it was one of the worst things I could have possibly purchased only to end up wishing I had my money back for something useful. Like food. Oh, how I do, however, have a plan. I publish this book in a different name than my real one. I'm saving my real name for my other book, one in which I have been writing for years. I am still, no where near done. It's my work of art.

Anyways, more updates available. About to get into contact with the publisher and try to find out what to do next and how to make it a possibility rather than just a dream.

Oh, and I will start up some sort of community chat forum thing like everyone else has in order to gain criticism for my work. Hopefully all the hateful words used to describe my book will allow me to create even worse ones in the future.

editing in progress

Editing, and drunkenness. Two words that should never come together but do here, right now. editing my current book that will be published within the next couple of moths. Anything else I previously promised is now on a hiatus until the book is done with. Will post details when it is done. Now, about being drunk. I figure any one who reads the book and understands it must be drunk. So, the third editing will be now, while I am some-what intoxicated. Anyways, more updates will come.

PS...
Buy my book when I publish it. Please.

--- Kriss

New POst, or late Post

I am currently working on my book. That is all. New updates will come later as the process continues.

Found out, after finishing the book, I figured out the name. Now, I just have to edit to make sure more people will not understand it. Ty.



Edited portion: Oh, and, hopefully you'll get to see something new.

IN process

Currently setting up a recording, well, a half-assed cheaply made, recording studio. Those "do-it yourself" ideas look easy enough. Just nee some foam or egg cartons or something. Yes, the first few true recordings will sound, umm, shitty. Kind of like that bass that played during "Caca Doodle Do on Me VI" But only because the technology we have sucks... or it could be the bass guitarist sucks. Either way, just trying to do it and having fun versus trying to do it, have no money left over for food, and sound shitty hating ourselves for it being as is, would suck more. The idea of being happy, having fun trying something different, and being able to eat every day is awesome.

Anyways, currently creating a cheaply made studio in order to be able to record crap that no one will like, in the process of trying to develop a way for the guitarist to play, because the guitarist sucks, and the bass is a little bit better though still sucks. no news yet on if or when a drummer will come, a pianist, or any other musically talented (in their own pathetic mind) will come into play.

Update Complete.

Work in Progress

So what I am working on is, a book, animations, songs, music, lalala...... Basically, anything I want to work on at the moment.

What I am currently getting into are these animations. They're stupid, they're fun to create, and now that I have written a song, it'll hopefully be a big part of the next animation I am creating. In the process of making it actually. May have found a few people who know how to play instruments, hopefully they're not full of shit. So, coming soon.

Depressed a little

I finally fully broke it off with that guy. I am depressed and lonely but I know there is a guy who will remember my name as we have "fun". I mean sex.

I am going through a few emotional things in my life, so As soon as I am done drinking and getting back to who I really am, or was before, like my art or my writings. Idk, I am a little intoxicated, can't think straight so don't criticize me.I am depressed, but I know he wasn't right for me.

Anyways, what I was about to explain was that whenever I am ready to post a new video or animation anyways I will. I will be doing my own music hopefully. I have been playing the bass and guitar so, of course I will, It will suck. Yes it will. and one day, when I'm, too dru nk to care, I will pubish crap. Anyways, thank you. Love you guys, all maybe one of you who read this garbage.


Sincerely Kriss...

Damnit

I had it all planned out, even have 9 seconds done in that crappy half-assed way, and I forgot my equipment in order to continue working on it. So, maybe  I'll create something as an add on with what I've got in hopes to create something not-so good in the process, without my fancy little board to draw on, or my flash drive with all the stuff saved on it. Anyways, from what I've done and what I've accomplished with three days no sleep, I suspect it would be done within, three months, same as last time. But much more, well, lets say you need a different type of perspective in order to say "ohhh, pretty..." Ty and good night, or whatever normal people do after lights out.

Taking it Back

Taking my days back. Writing a description, will soon publish a short story on amazon. need to come up with a certain amount of money and there are several different ways to do it, and I plan on doing as many as I can in order to come up with what is needed. Just a description and drawing the cover picture is what is needed to start publishing. Once one gets through then I will have the drive for others. Continuing with animations of course, but that one takes a while to do. NO more guy in my life to spend all my time and money on, My work is getting better hours and such for me to be able to have time for myself, and I will be damned if I let a few months of whatever it was I was doing hold me back.

What is Kriss doing now?

Well, now I've actually been thinking a lot about this stupid blog and these stupid animations, and well. At least it's something right. New update: Will be getting it up soon. I keep saying it, but working six days a week and going through that stuff over the past few weeks is not good. Anyways. Will one day. Also, posting random crap on here, works for me in to remember what days are what. Awesome.

Yet another Kriss is for the day

Kriss is currently drinking by herself, learning new things, trying to remember that it could be worse. A whole lot worse. Kriss could lose the job, house, car after all. Kriss misses the man in her life who held her when she felt lonely. Though she knows that he was bad for her, she knows it, just misses the attention.


What is Kriss looking for in a mate?
A man who has a job, who will not abuse animals, who will not smack her around or demean her in any way other then to be truthful by telling her art sucks, or something like that. Who will listen to her, who will apologize rather than explain things and reasons to it.

Okay, truth time. I am sorry but being as though Kriss (or I, sorry for third person)  is a little intoxicated will be telling something personal. Kriss knows she's lonely, but she also knows a man who chokes his dog is not suitable for her. She chose her cat over him. A cat who screams for her when he thinks she's not home. What would a man like that do to a cat who wants his mommy?... She knows a man who doesn't listen when she says "please don't hit me like that" is not good for her.

So here is a list of demands, in case that guy she likes "who happens to be a cop" is stalking her.

She wants a man who has a job, a man who loves animals and helps people (like she does. Because a smile to a single person can brighten her day, even a week. Donating a bike to a kid made her happy for quite some time. His happiness made her happy.) A man who has a job and does not need to mooch off her success (or what little she has). A man who can buy his own food and doesn't need to visit a pawn shop every so often for money. A man who can easily say "No, I'll pay" when the check comes. Kriss is tired of paying the bills, needs someone else to for a change. She needs someone who allows her to pay sometimes too. for example, going 'Dutch' I guess is the proper term.

I know what I want. But I keep getting into these assholes who have nothing and I think I can help them until they tell me to quit my job or hate me having one or something.  I just, I want to feel as though someone is not dependent of me. That someone can take care of me, but understand that I can do it myself if need be.


 I have no clue how to feel at this point. Back to playing with video and hoping I'm not "prego" or whatever. I know he'd be the type of guy to screw me then say "oh I've never touched that, it ain't mine!" fuck.
 I think what I'll miss most from him is the holding and the "I'll listen" even if he fakes listening.


DON'T WORRY!!!! I am currently finishing up one of several videos. Acting as though I never took any art or video classes in my life. Awesome.

Kriss is

Well, Kriss is not sure how to feel at this particular moment in time. As a matter of fact, Kriss will be continuing some work on the next few videos in hopes to finish and publish them in a matter in which will be enjoyable, at a younger level (or get drunk and or high enough to enjoy). Enjoy then when they show up.

screwed

Well, screwed myself over on that deal. No go on moving anymore. I have no clue what to do now. I'm tried, hungry, dirty. I have no clue what I'm doing anymore. Okay, not dirty, actually took a shower this morning. Going to do something, two live video and one animation on the way at some point when I remember and have time. After freaking out for the next couple weeks.

Moving

Currently in the process of moving, should only take a week to do. Hopefully, with all is done, I will be able to start thinking about my future and what there is needed for me to accomplish, try and act like a real adult. I'm scared...

I'm hoping that the whole camera issues and such can be fixed in the process. Actually start playing my Bass again. will soon be posting a new video as soon as I am done editing it. hopefully, it won't be as bad as the first one. Maybe a little longer. It's allowed 15 minutes or something like that. Several hours cut down to that much time.

The animation may be delayed a few months. Been working harder for a promotion, been trying to get up some money. Well, now that it's been put out there, hopefully the next video I've decided to put up gets a few laughs or people who hate it. Totally awesome either way.

Yet another update

I haven't been working on anything in particular. Writing, reading, trying to figure out how to use software I haven't used in years. I was able to create something. It was different, weird, doesn't look as good. If I could just concentrate, I might be able to get it done. Maybe next month or so. Or maybe I end up going back to what I was originally planning on doing and it takes up much more time. Doing it all in MS pain is hard, but it's worth it.

Clarification of previous post

It has come to my attention that it takes me quite a while to create animations and such because I mainly use MS Paint and none of those fancy software that would make it go by a little faster. That and I do not have the extra helping hands or man power that I could use. So Last night my friend and I decided to take a random camera, being that we were into some whiskey and having fun, and put something up on YouTube for people to be able to hear us. My voice being high pitched and hurts the ears, and the lighting sucks. It, however, will give people something to watch for now as soon as I clean up some names and places that were said within. With that being said, properly unlike the previous post, give us, or me, a few days. The man on the video is the man who will help with voicing the animations in the future. Enjoy once it is cleaned and uploaded. (Not all 3 hours of it, just a few minutes hopefully.)

New POst Woooh!!!!

Kinda sorta Drunk I guess would be the right word. So far, took a few, a while to type, thank god for  word thingy which allows you to check the spelling and such, can't remember what it's called.

gonna add something to the youtube video to keep something inside while it takes me a long time create an animation. You will be able to see something about the creatores behind them, or future ones. I don't know what this or where this is going. Luckily I understand how to write, or rather, how to remember to spell certain words. I will post something . sorry for no more details at this currewbnt;y drunken time. Bye. Sorry, no more stuff because now it really is kicking in.



Most people, I hate. dicks. not right.!!!! Assholes!!!! Bye, sorry, more updatexs when soder.

not-so Finally!

I haven't fully figured it out, but I have indeed begun to work on yet another project. I have been working out how to achieve this goal at this time. I've drawn, I've painted I designed this time before attempting to start this one. I have actually thought about what to do before I do it, unlike the previous two. Time now to actually start it. Let's see, I would give myself three months like last time, but I'm not sure what's going on in my life right now. I'll give myself four-five. Sorry, hope it gets up faster than that. Thanks.

As a matter of fact. I turned off that game I've been so addicted to and started to do things on that computer at this very moment. Yay me.

Update, funny word

I have two blocks of wood that are 2 1/2 cubic inches each. I can not remember why I wanted them but I finally have them. I am currently in the process of creating yet another "animation". Yet another which will be, yet again, dreadful to watch.

I wish I can remember why I wanted two blocks of wood. I remember I only wanted one and found two.

OKay then

Fine, I came back to this hotspot to pay some bills using a pre-paid card so no one steals my money and I've uploaded it. Like as previously stated it sucks. Have fun watching it. Art is harder than I thought, specially when you delay it so much that you feel obligated to just get it done whatever the cost. I actually had fun doing it though. More will not-so-soon follow. But because I have no more schooling left do to problems, and since work has actually kept my hours the same, I have more time to work on these stupid projects so maybe it will take less than 3-4 months to do.

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sk_qYxQa2Sg&feature=youtu.be


Never again will I upload a 2 minute video at a hotspot in town. Takes nearly an hour.

Internet issues

So I've been without internet for several weeks now and it looks like it will continue that way. Unfortunately, I am at a Wi-Fi hotspot and am just trying to do a few things before going home. It will be delayed until further notice. It is done, I just have no means in which to deliver, and no I didn't think about it at the time right before work. Thank you and sorry for the delay.

Truth time

been playing video games. Some problems did occur that could not be helped, but mostly the video games. Once assassin's creed is beaten with all achievements made, I shall continue. That and the help of another would be most appreciated once we can find time for him as well.

and so

Problems have become more and more. I shall, however, delay it possibly one month though I will try my hardest to get it done by the original date.

So

Had some problems, was on with tech support for a few hours, but now, now is not the time I am finished with that project. But, if it helps, I have finished the main part, which sucks, and am in the process of another one and am finishing the last few touches to the first one while the second one is like a frame and a half. works well together.

October

October, November, December. I can't quite remember when, but I'm sure I meant December a few months back and it's coming closer and closer. A few more details to add. A few more sounds. A few more everything and it shall be completed. Or half way completed with a chance to show off it's horrid attributes.

art

I am so close to being finished with just the animation part of this art project. I am so tired of creating each individual frame, which is much easier now than before I went to visit Danniel, which I'm not even sure I am spelling his name out right. I have also been walking around recording random sounds and such for it for now.

I have not painted in a year. I have been writing a lot more than before though. Actually, if I can get through this commercial thing, I may be able to do more animations because now, it's like there are not so many restrictions. If I can just get through the last four pieces to this, I'll be happy. It's just getting boring now. Good part is, as I draw, I can add or change anything I want at that point in time. I don't need to follow a strict story-line, I can even change the color any time I want. I don't care. Amazing.

Anyways, like I was explaining or wasn't explaining, I am doing this because I have free time. I don't go out drinking or doing drugs or having sex with tons of random different people so I do something else. I will admit, however, the thing does look so much better when I do have a few drinks.

Saying it

I'm noticing a lot more sex in music videos. It's nice and all, but what about the violence, the blood, the gore. I want more violent ones. And some of those music videos with sex and sexual content within them don't make any sense as to the lyrics of the song. Well, in a weird and twisted sense it does, but it doesn't.   More violence! More please, now. Thank you.

I have one, maybe a sexual scene where violence happens because some one came in and killed them because in actuality that man was married to the woman who was cheating on him with another man, or woman. Or, maybe after the violence then comes the sex. I don't know. just more violence. And I want some sad songs, the type that make me cry or want to cry. I want to see a really sad music video, more of those too. Maybe add all three factors.

Nothing to report......

Well now

Public places include many different settings. Settings in which many different conversations should not take place, even though common sense would play a factor in it by stopping some from speaking as such. Unfortunately, some people just don't understand that people hear certain things, and people tend to repeat these little conversations and such.

Yes, some people would claim that a conversation, being heard all the way clear across the store (small store mind you) that it was a private conversation. Such as a woman who was telling her four year old that cigarettes are good right at the sales counter, then when you say "what?" she would say "this is a private conversation". This would not be a private conversation in my opinion, specially in a public place, saying it loud enough for people around to hear and for the cameras as well.

I especially love it when a teen asks their parent to buy them alcohol then when I deny it, they start to argue with me because apparently, I'm not legally allowed to deny them alcohol because they are the ones buying it.

Off tomorrow, going to do basically nothing, wake up at 4am, going to, okay, well since it's been a while, here's a picture:

 

I call it Crap, just crap. Amazing.

2 years and 2 months

I have been working at my current job for 2 years and four months. I've had vacation days of nearly 8 days all together and a personal day, which they made into my day off so it didn't really count. I have never called in sick, though I have tried once and they said no and I even get called in when people call out sick, or I work extra hours on days I already work even if they don't call out sick and expect me to just stay there extra and do whatever they ask. I like my job at times and other time I hate it. I get yelled at by people constantly. I got accused of stealing money by some guy I just met today, he says I did this to him on many occasions and yelled at me for two minutes. I think that certain people, think us women all look the same.

So, to explain as to the reason why I haven't finished that project is simple. I working. I no longer go to school but I work. I thought, when they said my hours would be cut, they would be cut. Not split up amongst 7 days a week. soon I shall be full time at 5 days a week, but even then I may end up working more days a week and more than I am suppose to. That is why I gave myself 5 months, since the end of July, to complete it. I am hoping that I can make that deadline not that I will be up at 3am and will get home around 3pm very soon. So hopefully I will have a few hours after 3pm to work on the project which, if my hours did get cut, would have taken only a month to complete because of how crappy the drawing and the animation is. Thank you and good night.

05/09/13

Yet another post about stuff. Well, still a few months left and already I've completed several scenes, like 2 or 3, for that thing I was or will put up online. Ever since that animation was posted, I found how easy it was to post random crap on youtube so might as well show it off. nothing else to report.

Complain

I'm tired, my feet hurt, I'm hungry. I have no clue what else to do right now. Purchased my first 36-pack ever, not for me though, for some one else.

I have nothing much to add except, thank god there's rain. Haven't had it rain like that in years, which is why it was so bad. Rained five minutes, turned the road into a river, deep river, left about a foot of mud. Awesome. And it's still raining, even better.

Oh, got some more done on that crappy thing I was creating and will maybe get done by December, if not, at least I can put up what I have and say "Yay done". and act like it's done when it's really not.

Anyways, only complaining because I feel like if everyone else can, I can too. I think I got a good complaint. Those darn people who create ups got rid of those large cups. You know, like those 54ounce and 64ounce cups for soda. What the hell man! I want my extra ounces of soda, why punish me for others fault in drinking too much and stuff? Oh, and I want my doughnut back. You know, that kind with that coconut on it, well it was more like a bread pastry, a flat bread with cream and coconut shavings on top. Which technically it was a health food, but they got rid of it in the store out here. Those bastards. And I want all these people, well around 60% of these people, all those who moved out here in the past four years since they made the highway a four lane allowing people to come here. AND, I want those large thing of nachos back, they made it smaller and kept the price the same, so basically I pay four dollars for a small amount of chips. I don't even drink soda, I drink the iced tea, but still. And I only get the nachos for the cheese sauce and jalapeños, I Love my cheese. But that bread pastry, I have not gone back to that store since they stopped making it. Those bastards!

We should riot and get our 64ounce cups back. I mean there are riots for some of the stupidest things now a days, why not about cups. Bring back out 64s!!!

Caca Doodle Do on me VI (He named it)

We have paired together to bring you an exclusive into the mindset of myself and another. Mine is set into explosions and such, while his is, well, you'll know. Anyways, since I was too lazy to make it into a motion picture, yet, I left it as just an animation until the time is right to post it up on youtube. Which I will, and it will be amazing. Anyways, here it is, the moment you have all been waiting for, until the time comes for something else.  Oh yeah, and his link to his video is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3-fmitxc2gc&nomobile=1

He's almost a genius. Okay, he is a genius, he did it all in mspaint and windows movie maker. I need all these fancy equipment and such for mine to work, like pain and animation shop, and windows movie maker if I can ever figure out how the hell to use it.

That Does it

I am still working on my project for you all, which is basically no one, to see. As well as coming up with ideas and such for other things which will leave anyone who sees them very disappointed. Yes, very. I hope you all are very disappointed in it.

Now, I am currently looking into certain equipment because a few months ago I said to myself "I swear if one more grown adult comes in here and acts like a four year old I'm getting spy gear" well guess what, I am getting equipment once the prices come down or something happens which escalates matters. I am tired of these people coming in and acting like children. They're grown adults. Why do grown adults act like children? I'm tired of it. I know people already do it, which is why I'm going to. If people don't want cameras everywhere watching their every move, then they should blame those people who mess it up for the good ones. Those bastards.

yay

I have every element needed except talent. And the right software in order to create the movie thing. My software sucks.