10 April 2014

Taking it Back

Taking my days back. Writing a description, will soon publish a short story on amazon. need to come up with a certain amount of money and there are several different ways to do it, and I plan on doing as many as I can in order to come up with what is needed. Just a description and drawing the cover picture is what is needed to start publishing. Once one gets through then I will have the drive for others. Continuing with animations of course, but that one takes a while to do. NO more guy in my life to spend all my time and money on, My work is getting better hours and such for me to be able to have time for myself, and I will be damned if I let a few months of whatever it was I was doing hold me back.

23 March 2014

What is Kriss doing now?

Well, now I've actually been thinking a lot about this stupid blog and these stupid animations, and well. At least it's something right. New update: Will be getting it up soon. I keep saying it, but working six days a week and going through that stuff over the past few weeks is not good. Anyways. Will one day. Also, posting random crap on here, works for me in to remember what days are what. Awesome.

18 March 2014

Yet another Kriss is for the day

Kriss is currently drinking by herself, learning new things, trying to remember that it could be worse. A whole lot worse. Kriss could lose the job, house, car after all. Kriss misses the man in her life who held her when she felt lonely. Though she knows that he was bad for her, she knows it, just misses the attention.

What is Kriss looking for in a mate?
A man who has a job, who will not abuse animals, who will not smack her around or demean her in any way other then to be truthful by telling her art sucks, or something like that. Who will listen to her, who will apologize rather than explain things and reasons to it.

Okay, truth time. I am sorry but being as though Kriss (or I, sorry for third person)  is a little intoxicated will be telling something personal. Kriss knows she's lonely, but she also knows a man who chokes his dog is not suitable for her. She chose her cat over him. A cat who screams for her when he thinks she's not home. What would a man like that do to a cat who wants his mommy?... She knows a man who doesn't listen when she says "please don't hit me like that" is not good for her.

So here is a list of demands, in case that guy she likes "who happens to be a cop" is stalking her.

She wants a man who has a job, a man who loves animals and helps people (like she does. Because a smile to a single person can brighten her day, even a week. Donating a bike to a kid made her happy for quite some time. His happiness made her happy.) A man who has a job and does not need to mooch off her success (or what little she has). A man who can buy his own food and doesn't need to visit a pawn shop every so often for money. A man who can easily say "No, I'll pay" when the check comes. Kriss is tired of paying the bills, needs someone else to for a change. She needs someone who allows her to pay sometimes too. for example, going 'Dutch' I guess is the proper term.

I know what I want. But I keep getting into these assholes who have nothing and I think I can help them until they tell me to quit my job or hate me having one or something.  I just, I want to feel as though someone is not dependent of me. That someone can take care of me, but understand that I can do it myself if need be.

 I have no clue how to feel at this point. Back to playing with video and hoping I'm not "prego" or whatever. I know he'd be the type of guy to screw me then say "oh I've never touched that, it ain't mine!" fuck.
 I think what I'll miss most from him is the holding and the "I'll listen" even if he fakes listening.

DON'T WORRY!!!! I am currently finishing up one of several videos. Acting as though I never took any art or video classes in my life. Awesome.

Kriss is

Well, Kriss is not sure how to feel at this particular moment in time. As a matter of fact, Kriss will be continuing some work on the next few videos in hopes to finish and publish them in a matter in which will be enjoyable, at a younger level (or get drunk and or high enough to enjoy). Enjoy then when they show up.

16 March 2014


Well, screwed myself over on that deal. No go on moving anymore. I have no clue what to do now. I'm tried, hungry, dirty. I have no clue what I'm doing anymore. Okay, not dirty, actually took a shower this morning. Going to do something, two live video and one animation on the way at some point when I remember and have time. After freaking out for the next couple weeks.

07 March 2014


Currently in the process of moving, should only take a week to do. Hopefully, with all is done, I will be able to start thinking about my future and what there is needed for me to accomplish, try and act like a real adult. I'm scared...

I'm hoping that the whole camera issues and such can be fixed in the process. Actually start playing my Bass again. will soon be posting a new video as soon as I am done editing it. hopefully, it won't be as bad as the first one. Maybe a little longer. It's allowed 15 minutes or something like that. Several hours cut down to that much time.

The animation may be delayed a few months. Been working harder for a promotion, been trying to get up some money. Well, now that it's been put out there, hopefully the next video I've decided to put up gets a few laughs or people who hate it. Totally awesome either way.

01 March 2014

Yet another update

I haven't been working on anything in particular. Writing, reading, trying to figure out how to use software I haven't used in years. I was able to create something. It was different, weird, doesn't look as good. If I could just concentrate, I might be able to get it done. Maybe next month or so. Or maybe I end up going back to what I was originally planning on doing and it takes up much more time. Doing it all in MS pain is hard, but it's worth it.

20 February 2014

Clarification of previous post

It has come to my attention that it takes me quite a while to create animations and such because I mainly use MS Paint and none of those fancy software that would make it go by a little faster. That and I do not have the extra helping hands or man power that I could use. So Last night my friend and I decided to take a random camera, being that we were into some whiskey and having fun, and put something up on YouTube for people to be able to hear us. My voice being high pitched and hurts the ears, and the lighting sucks. It, however, will give people something to watch for now as soon as I clean up some names and places that were said within. With that being said, properly unlike the previous post, give us, or me, a few days. The man on the video is the man who will help with voicing the animations in the future. Enjoy once it is cleaned and uploaded. (Not all 3 hours of it, just a few minutes hopefully.)

19 February 2014

New POst Woooh!!!!

Kinda sorta Drunk I guess would be the right word. So far, took a few, a while to type, thank god for  word thingy which allows you to check the spelling and such, can't remember what it's called.

gonna add something to the youtube video to keep something inside while it takes me a long time create an animation. You will be able to see something about the creatores behind them, or future ones. I don't know what this or where this is going. Luckily I understand how to write, or rather, how to remember to spell certain words. I will post something . sorry for no more details at this currewbnt;y drunken time. Bye. Sorry, no more stuff because now it really is kicking in.

Most people, I hate. dicks. not right.!!!! Assholes!!!! Bye, sorry, more updatexs when soder.

07 February 2014

not-so Finally!

I haven't fully figured it out, but I have indeed begun to work on yet another project. I have been working out how to achieve this goal at this time. I've drawn, I've painted I designed this time before attempting to start this one. I have actually thought about what to do before I do it, unlike the previous two. Time now to actually start it. Let's see, I would give myself three months like last time, but I'm not sure what's going on in my life right now. I'll give myself four-five. Sorry, hope it gets up faster than that. Thanks.

As a matter of fact. I turned off that game I've been so addicted to and started to do things on that computer at this very moment. Yay me.

11 January 2014

Update, funny word

I have two blocks of wood that are 2 1/2 cubic inches each. I can not remember why I wanted them but I finally have them. I am currently in the process of creating yet another "animation". Yet another which will be, yet again, dreadful to watch.

I wish I can remember why I wanted two blocks of wood. I remember I only wanted one and found two.

17 December 2013

OKay then

Fine, I came back to this hotspot to pay some bills using a pre-paid card so no one steals my money and I've uploaded it. Like as previously stated it sucks. Have fun watching it. Art is harder than I thought, specially when you delay it so much that you feel obligated to just get it done whatever the cost. I actually had fun doing it though. More will not-so-soon follow. But because I have no more schooling left do to problems, and since work has actually kept my hours the same, I have more time to work on these stupid projects so maybe it will take less than 3-4 months to do.


Never again will I upload a 2 minute video at a hotspot in town. Takes nearly an hour.

15 December 2013

Internet issues

So I've been without internet for several weeks now and it looks like it will continue that way. Unfortunately, I am at a Wi-Fi hotspot and am just trying to do a few things before going home. It will be delayed until further notice. It is done, I just have no means in which to deliver, and no I didn't think about it at the time right before work. Thank you and sorry for the delay.

14 November 2013

Truth time

been playing video games. Some problems did occur that could not be helped, but mostly the video games. Once assassin's creed is beaten with all achievements made, I shall continue. That and the help of another would be most appreciated once we can find time for him as well.

10 November 2013

and so

Problems have become more and more. I shall, however, delay it possibly one month though I will try my hardest to get it done by the original date.

17 October 2013


Had some problems, was on with tech support for a few hours, but now, now is not the time I am finished with that project. But, if it helps, I have finished the main part, which sucks, and am in the process of another one and am finishing the last few touches to the first one while the second one is like a frame and a half. works well together.

02 October 2013


October, November, December. I can't quite remember when, but I'm sure I meant December a few months back and it's coming closer and closer. A few more details to add. A few more sounds. A few more everything and it shall be completed. Or half way completed with a chance to show off it's horrid attributes.

20 September 2013


I am so close to being finished with just the animation part of this art project. I am so tired of creating each individual frame, which is much easier now than before I went to visit Danniel, which I'm not even sure I am spelling his name out right. I have also been walking around recording random sounds and such for it for now.

I have not painted in a year. I have been writing a lot more than before though. Actually, if I can get through this commercial thing, I may be able to do more animations because now, it's like there are not so many restrictions. If I can just get through the last four pieces to this, I'll be happy. It's just getting boring now. Good part is, as I draw, I can add or change anything I want at that point in time. I don't need to follow a strict story-line, I can even change the color any time I want. I don't care. Amazing.

Anyways, like I was explaining or wasn't explaining, I am doing this because I have free time. I don't go out drinking or doing drugs or having sex with tons of random different people so I do something else. I will admit, however, the thing does look so much better when I do have a few drinks.

11 September 2013

Saying it

I'm noticing a lot more sex in music videos. It's nice and all, but what about the violence, the blood, the gore. I want more violent ones. And some of those music videos with sex and sexual content within them don't make any sense as to the lyrics of the song. Well, in a weird and twisted sense it does, but it doesn't.   More violence! More please, now. Thank you.

I have one, maybe a sexual scene where violence happens because some one came in and killed them because in actuality that man was married to the woman who was cheating on him with another man, or woman. Or, maybe after the violence then comes the sex. I don't know. just more violence. And I want some sad songs, the type that make me cry or want to cry. I want to see a really sad music video, more of those too. Maybe add all three factors.

Nothing to report......

09 September 2013

Well now

Public places include many different settings. Settings in which many different conversations should not take place, even though common sense would play a factor in it by stopping some from speaking as such. Unfortunately, some people just don't understand that people hear certain things, and people tend to repeat these little conversations and such.

Yes, some people would claim that a conversation, being heard all the way clear across the store (small store mind you) that it was a private conversation. Such as a woman who was telling her four year old that cigarettes are good right at the sales counter, then when you say "what?" she would say "this is a private conversation". This would not be a private conversation in my opinion, specially in a public place, saying it loud enough for people around to hear and for the cameras as well.

I especially love it when a teen asks their parent to buy them alcohol then when I deny it, they start to argue with me because apparently, I'm not legally allowed to deny them alcohol because they are the ones buying it.

Off tomorrow, going to do basically nothing, wake up at 4am, going to, okay, well since it's been a while, here's a picture:

I call it Crap, just crap. Amazing.

06 September 2013

2 years and 2 months

I have been working at my current job for 2 years and four months. I've had vacation days of nearly 8 days all together and a personal day, which they made into my day off so it didn't really count. I have never called in sick, though I have tried once and they said no and I even get called in when people call out sick, or I work extra hours on days I already work even if they don't call out sick and expect me to just stay there extra and do whatever they ask. I like my job at times and other time I hate it. I get yelled at by people constantly. I got accused of stealing money by some guy I just met today, he says I did this to him on many occasions and yelled at me for two minutes. I think that certain people, think us women all look the same.

So, to explain as to the reason why I haven't finished that project is simple. I working. I no longer go to school but I work. I thought, when they said my hours would be cut, they would be cut. Not split up amongst 7 days a week. soon I shall be full time at 5 days a week, but even then I may end up working more days a week and more than I am suppose to. That is why I gave myself 5 months, since the end of July, to complete it. I am hoping that I can make that deadline not that I will be up at 3am and will get home around 3pm very soon. So hopefully I will have a few hours after 3pm to work on the project which, if my hours did get cut, would have taken only a month to complete because of how crappy the drawing and the animation is. Thank you and good night.